I am who I am, sorry if you don't like it. I am not changing for anyone <3
I have made mistakes in the past, but everything I have been through has made me who I am today. I may have the scars that prove I have been through hell, but I was strong enough to get through all of it alive. I am here for any of my followers that need someone to talk to

Scars are a sign of strength not weakness

ijustwanttobeperceivedthewayiam asked: please call a neighbor or a doctor or someone beyond your family. please don't kill yourself. you can make it past this. you are loved

I don’t have anyone to call..

mountainsaremoving asked: I think you're beautiful. You mean something. Jeremiah 29:11. Please don't leave.

loveneveralters asked: You have think you're not worth it, but you are. You have so much to live for. Just give it a second thought and take deep breaths. You're here for a reason.

I have no reason, other than to have people hurt me

Anonymous asked: please don't kill yourself <3

I didn’t….

thenight-isalright asked: pplease, please dont take your life. so many people here obviously care about you and want to see that you can move on alright. think of us~ we all love and care about you and couldnt stand to lose you! youll be in my prayers~ please, there is help and things DO get brighter, even if it feels like they wont. just call 911, or a hotline, there is help~ we love you, you matter, there is help, there is hope

:’( I’m sorry

Anonymous asked: just hang in there. this will be a such a tiny part of your life once you're older. stay alive girl.

Anonymous asked: Just letting you know that someone out here cares <3

vitalityattack asked: Hey, please don't do it. Listen, I know the world gets you down, and it's not your day, your week, even your year. But you cannot give up. We are not put on this earth to take ourselves off it. While things may be bad, they will always get better, no matter what. Think of all the pain it would cause if you were to leave. You are so loved by many, even if you can't see it. I promise you, things will get better. Please come talk to me if you need someone, ok? Stay strong <3

<3 It’s not that easy to be strong, when the world is crashing down on you. It means a lot that you took time out of your day to write me. Thank you. I will try to stay strong <#

dekallarmigsolsken asked: Hi, please still be there. I love you, and I want you to know that no matter what is causing you trouble right now that you are STRONGER. You are beautiful and one of a kind. You are here for a reason, and that reason is not to end your life. I don't know what you are going through but I promise you it will get better. I pinky promise. You keep fighting. You fight until all hell freezes over and then you keep fighting on ice. Because you can do it. I believe in you.

:’( I am sorry. I didn’t mean to worry anyone. Thank you for caring <3

Anonymous asked: Stay strong, love<3

I’ll try

Anonymous asked: Don't give up. I care. Simply because I too needed someone to save me, and knowing that someone cares makes a difference. I care because you are worth it.

Thank you <3

Anonymous asked: Keep holding on, cause I know you'll make in through<3

touch-the-rain asked: Please reconsider this. These feelings are temporary. There are people out there who want to help you and whose job it is to do so. There has to be somebody in your life, a friend or teacher, who you can talk to about getting help. Someday, once you've survived this and moved past it, you'll look back and smile because, yes, it sucked, but you were strong enough to overcome it. Please, don't do this.

The only people I have are the people on Tumblr. You guys have saved me

averagevivian asked: You are not a piece of shit. You do matter. You were brought onto this Earth for a reason and you are definitely good enough for this world. Like you've said, everything you've done has made who are today. Don't let that bring you down! It should make you stronger than ever! Your scars are reminders of your STRENGTH. Show the world how you can conquer it!

ec-static asked: I promise you, you DO matter, and I care about you. Please don't ever forget that you are not EVER alone in this world, even though it might feel that way sometimes. No matter what happens, there will always be somebody who cares about you, who you can talk to, including myself. Please always remember that. <3 Sending you lots and lots of love, Bethany xxxx

Thank you so much for caring.

Sometimes, it just feels like that is my only choice. To leave and never come back.